1. |
Giving Me
02:50
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You made my life a living hell
You pressured me until I fell
When will you understand?
My life has hit into descend
You got all the things you wanted
And I never got anything
You may have your popularity
But I just wanna sing
You’re giving me
Confusion
Disillusion
You’re giving me a headache
A headache
You’re giving me
Exhaustion
No explanation
To why you’re pushing me
Into this dead-end world
(Into this dead-end world)
(Into this dead-end world)
I’m counting all the days
That you and I decided to betray
I didn’t know who was right
But there sure was no delight
What did you have against me?
People don’t do the same old things
We both have our differences
But I just wanna sing
You’re giving me
Confusion
Disillusion
You’re giving me a headache
A headache
You’re giving me
Exhaustion
No explanation
To why you’re pushing me
Into this dead-end world
Disarray
Fall Away
Tragedy
Misery
Fall away into my misery
I can’t bare this pain
Blood overflows my vein
But soon you will step away
Go home, it’ll make my day
But now
You’re giving me
Confusion
Disillusion
You’re giving me a headache
A headache
You’re giving me
Exhaustion
No explanation
To why you’re pushing me
Into this dead-end
World I live in
Stop believing
Help me breathe in
In this dead end
World I live in
My heart’s beating
I’m receiving
Misery
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2. |
Find My Soul
03:27
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I’m in this place alone
Nowhere near my home
I’m just a guy with nothing to live for
These dark and shallow walls
They crumble and they fall
Please just get me out I don’t want more
Because my life is a panic room
I always end up being the fool
Find my soul
Down this hole
Back in the good old days
There were no delays
But without warning that just fell apart
And now I walk this road
These white lines, they’ve corroded
And now my life has imploded along with my heart
Because my life is a panic room
I always end up being the fool
Find my soul
Down this hole
Save me from this burning ember
Help me I have lost my temper
Find my soul
Down this hole
I’m in this place alone
Nowhere near my home
I’m just a guy with nothing to live for
Because my life is a panic room
I always end up being the fool
Find my soul
Down this hole
Save me from this burning ember
Help me I have lost my temper
Find my soul
Down this hole
Save me now
Help me now
Don’t look back
Just keep on track
Save me now
Help me now
Don’t look back
Just keep on track
Save me from this burning ember
Help me I have lost my temper
Find my soul
Down this hole
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3. |
The Fall
03:00
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6 weeks have passed
And so has this vacation
We’re back into reality
We’re back into desperation
You’re on a one-way one-way ticket
To your misery
But you won’t know
As you’re blind from your fantasy
We know who’s right
It’s the end of your flight
Summer doesn’t last forever
Everybody loved it all
And now we’re waiting
We’re waiting for the fall
You never listened
And now you’re paying the price
Crash-landed, ran away
No choice
You’re on a one-way one-way ticket
To your tragedy
But you won’t know
As you’re blind from your fantasy
We know who’s right
It’s the end of your flight
You came and saw
Then you missed it all
Summer doesn’t last forever
Everybody loved it all
And now we’re waiting
We’re waiting for the fall
We’re waiting for the fall
The fall
We’re waiting for the fall
We’re waiting for the fall
The fall
The fall
The fall
The fall
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4. |
Life Is A 5 Letter Word
03:42
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Where there’s life, there’s death
There’s nothing you can do
Love it, or hate it
It always has to be true
But you just have to live with it
Even if you’re pathetic or even if you’re full of shit
Why am I so drowned by your storm?
You’re facing failure in your city of history
Drag your pain through your lies
But carry on cos you’ll never know about me
Drag your pain until you die
You’re just a curse of your mind
Nobody like a deadbeat
Cruel minded and cold-hearted
It drops down to your feet
But you just have to live with it
Cos your hatred will never turn into a profit
Why is this so disillusioning?
You’re facing failure in your city of history
Drag your pain through your lies
But carry on cos you’ll never know about me
Drag your pain until you die
No more truth
No more lies
No more brutal times
No more love
No more friends
Cos they’re all dead
Why am I so drowned by your storm?
Your time is up
But who will be there for you
No one
Cos they don’t have a clue
Why is this so disillusioning?
You wonder why
Nobody is there for you
No one
Cos they’re all dead
You’re facing failure in your city of history
Drag your pain through your lies
But carry on cos you’ll never know about me
Drag your pain until you die
You’re facing failure in your life of tragedy
But carry on cos you’ll never know about me
Drag your pain out of your eyes
No more truth
No more lies
No more brutal times
No more love
No more friends
No more
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5. |
The Truth Hurts
04:04
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It’s been over a year and I’m not fine
Wondering why I’ve stepped out of line
You don’t know what I’ve been going through
Losing myself nearly gone insane
But I know for a fact I’m not to blame
I don’t know why you never knew
But I’ve tried dealing with this
But you don’t care what you’ve missed
I’m feeling sorry for myself
Cos the truth hurts
Cos the truth hurts
Can you understand my pain?
I’m falling down like the rain
I don’t know if I’ll hold on
Cos the truth hurts
You’ve taken over happiness
And you’ve made this life a mess
I don’t know if I’ll hold on
Did you know about the past?
The words you said will always last
It’s time you rethink about what you said
When will this become the last time I remain alone
You may be laughing but inside you’re dead
But I’ve been dealing with this
But you don’t care what you’ve missed
If death is peaceful then I’m alive
Cos the truth hurts
Can you understand my pain?
I’m falling down like the rain
I don’t know if I’ll hold on
Cos the truth hurts
You’ve taken over happiness
And you’ve made this life a mess
I don’t know if I’ll hold on
But I’m holding on
But I’m holding on
But I’m holding on
Woah
One life, one death, you’re next
It’s time you rethink about what you said
Cos the truth hurts
Did you understand my pain?
I’ve fallen down like the rain
But I know I’m holding on
Cos the truth hurts
You once had happiness
And this life was once a mess
I know I’m holding on
One life, one death, you’re next
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6. |
But I Know...
01:20
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What’s there to fear?
What is there?
To fear
Do you know?
But I know
Don’t say a word to me
It only works when you silence
Do you know?
But I know
Don’t say a word to me
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7. |
Together
04:28
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I thought you were the only one for me
But after time that wasn’t meant to be
I’m just a quiet, common, sensitive guy
But that didn’t stop me from trying
To make this work
My memory when we first met
Was all so very blurred
But you taught me how to be the one
I now know as the conquered
Our friendship developed
And so did our love
Would anything stop us?
Would anything push and shove
I once thought
Just us two
We would stay together
But as time went
So did us
Would we still talk together?
I know the pretty girl
Is nothing but the world
Oh it’s true
I still have feelings for you
Now I must have been blind
To know that you weren’t for real
But I soldiered on and coped
With these emotions that I feel
About you
Oh I still do
You may not think about me but
I still think about you
You seem so close
But to me you’re nowhere near
I can’t handle this
Tell me what I want to hear
You seem so close
But to me you’re far away
I can’t handle this
You need to know what I have to say
Would I dare hurt you?
Cos I care for you
I once thought
Just us two
We would stay together
But as time went
So did us
Would we still talk together?
I know the pretty girl
Is nothing but the world
Oh it’s true
I still have feelings for you
I thought you were the only one for me
But after time that wasn’t meant to be
I’m just a quiet, common, sensitive guy
But that never stopped me from trying
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8. |
Who You Really Are
04:08
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You left me on the street
I got blisters on my feet
But how strange is it
That you’re meant to be looking after me
I came into this world from your creation
15 years of complication
I can’t believe that you left me here
There’s no chance
For a second glance
Now that I’m gone
I write a song
About your failure
Now I see who you really are
You’re the two faced kind
And all the trouble you have caused
I want you out of my mind
Do you know who you really are?
Our memories are so bad
I want something else
You’re the worst I’ve ever had
I tried forgetting about you
I tried looking for something to do
But how tough is it?
That misery is looking after me
I know you don’t care that I’m gone
Does your heart tell you that you’re wrong?
I can’t believe that you left me here
There’s no chance
For a second glance
Now that I’m gone
I sing this song
To let you know about your failure
Now I see who you really are
You’re the two faced kind
And all the trouble you have caused
I want you out of my mind
Do you know who you really are?
Our memories are so bad
I want something else
You’re the worst I’ve ever had
I’ve ever had
Now I see who you really are
You’re the two faced kind
And all the bad things you have brought
I want you out of my mind
Do you know who you really are?
Our memories are so bad
I want something else
You’re the worst I’ve ever had
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9. |
I Hate You
02:12
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Falling times are what you get from me
Receive the hate that sets me free
Have no escape from your broken well
No way out, find your hell
You think that you can fly
But I want you to cry
You sicken me with your dumb shitty eyes
No emotion on your face
You fucking disgrace
Take all the bad things and go die
Oh you thought you were the best
Chances are that you were loved by the rest
You stole my habits and my friends
Go home and let this fucking feud end
You think that you can fly
But I want you to cry
You sicken me with your dumb shitty eyes
No emotion on your face
You fucking disgrace
Take all my pain and go fuck off
You think that you can fly
But I want you to cry
You sicken me with your dumb shitty eyes
No emotion on your face
You fucking disgrace
I hate you!
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10. |
Bad Friend
03:20
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If you tell me how to behave
I won’t listen to a word
It makes things complicated
Don’t try to tell me what’s right
I can only hear a noise
You’re so belated
STOP!
1, 2, 3 GO!
You’re in my face!
Do you know how stupid you how are
You always take things too far
You’re full of yourself; you think you’re a star
So tell me now where is your heart?
Just set me free
From this prison of calamity
But history
Shows nothing
You’re right here
You’re so near
You fill me with such fear
Don’t reel me in
If you tell me how to behave
I won’t listen to a word
It makes things complicated
Don’t try to tell me what’s right
I can only hear a noise
You’re so belated
You set me up!
And I did nothing wrong
And our friendship is gone
What friendship?
There was never one!
Just let me go
From this hell of your ego
But what does it show?
Nothing
You’re right here
You’re so near
You fill me with such fear
Don’t reel me in
If you tell me how to behave
I won’t listen to a word
It makes things complicated
Don’t try to tell me what’s right
I can only hear a noise
You’re so overrated
Listen up!
Nobody cares about what you think
You’re opinions will shrink
WHO CARES!!
DEMON!!
Do you remember those words you said?
You may be laughing, but inside, you’re dead.
If you tell me how to behave
I won’t listen to a word
It makes things complicated
Don’t try to tell me what’s right
(Don’t tell me)
I can only hear a noise
You’re so belated
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11. |
Reincarnate
03:03
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I take this heart
And break it apart
Before I leave you with this body
Don’t make me wait
Until my fate
Decides the outcome of this life
When I’m gone
I leave you
With this note
And it says
“Will you stay right near me please?”
Until I reincarnate
I hope this will end the right way
But it’s not too late
I will come back another day
They take my pain
But there’s no gain
Cos I’m already lifeless
But move from the past
Cos this is not the last
You’ll hear of me another time
When I’m gone
I leave you
With this note
And it says
“Will you remain by my side?”
Until I reincarnate
I hope this will end the right way
But it’s not too late
I will come back another day
When I come
Back to you
Will we be?
Back as two
“Will you stay with me all the way?”
Until I reincarnate
I hope this will end the right way
But it’s not too late
I will come back
Until I reincarnate
If you stay with me all the way
Then we’re forever
I will come back another day
But don’t lose
Faith in me
Cos I’ll always be around
Keep yourself
Alert
Just listen to this sound
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12. |
Time Is A Great Healer
05:24
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When I fought and I thought we could work things out
But to what cost
When I fought and I thought we could work things out
Causes were lost
None of our memories will ever die
Our hearts will heal after time
Cos I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
Look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said we should start things again
I know we’re just too different
But I wanna know if you’re doing fine
We have gotta move on but I know it takes time
But I would rather have you in my life
Than never to have known you at all
When I sit here alone I will reminisce
I miss your smile
But I know what can heal a broken heart
It will take a while
None of our memories will ever die
Our hearts will heal after time
And if that time comes when everything will be just fine
Would we meet each other again and be just fine
Cos I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
Look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said we should start things again
I know we’re different
Cos I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
Look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said we should start things again
I know we’re just too different
But I wanna know if you’re doing fine
We have gotta move on but I know it takes time
But I would rather have you in my life
Than never to have known you at all
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
I will look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
I will look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
I will look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
I will look into the past and remember the truth
But I wanna know if you’re doing fine
We have gotta move on but I know it takes time
But I would rather have you in my life
Than never to have known you at all
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
I will look into the past and remember the truth
I’d be lying if I said I never loved you
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Start The Virago UK
James Brickles is a guitarist from West Yorkshire, and he created Start The Virago, a solo project formed in
2007.
He is currently the bassist for Ghostwriters and This Party Sucks
He was also in a progressive rock band called Electric Blue and an industrial metal band called TOH!
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